Life in the Land of Dreamy Dreams

So, there are these two things I’ve been meaning to write about that are sort of related.

The first one is the thing that’s been keeping me so busy that I just haven’t had time to sit down and digest it all. It’s pretty over the top, but in a weirdly funny way.

The second (sorta related) thing follows here, which I’ve had in my ‘drafts’ for a few days. I’ve been debating whether or not to put it up or not, but the whole thing is just too ironic not to post.

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Okay, so today I was going through weblogs and discovered that I had 145 hits from a particular profile on MySpace. Hmmm, thought I…what’s that about? So it turns out that this chick has ‘borrowed’ one of the business pics and is using it tiled as her background. Now, usually, this would be an annoyance, but that’s it. In this case…because of the chick it’s associated with…I feel a little weird about it.Weird not necessarily because of the scene she’s in, but because I want to shake her, get her some self esteem and give her a kick in the ass.Hmmm. A kick in the ass. Maybe it really is all about the BDSM, after all…lol
Check it out:

The Profile:

 

my Lady, the woman i am bound to by collar, by heart, by mind. and by soul. Here goes with changing my profile again, i think that i should probably start with an introduction as to who i am for those who do not know me. The name that i go by is kit, (no this is not my real name, it is just a scene name.)All of my life i have felt different from the mass majority in the Vanilla world (Non BDSM), and i never could figure out exactly why i felt different. When it came to party’s in school i was the girl who was never invited, when it came to birthday party’s; i was the kid chosen last, i was the girl who was looked at funny, growing up i did not have many friend either because i could not connect with people. i began to wonder what it was that seemed to set me apart from these people in the world, up until about two years ago i had no clue until i spoke with a man who was a Master in California, through speaking to Him, i learned what submission was as well as BDSM….a few months later i found my first Mistress, it was only online but it was enough to teach me.i will not go into the whole ordeal, the Mistress and i are friends and i am happy with that. In December of 05 i began with e-mails to Lady J**** (my Lady, who is in the above picture.) She taught me a great deal just in e-mails, in February of 06 i was invited to my first BDSM party with Her. Lets say the bus trip to NYC, alone, at night and my first time there left me nervous and excited all at once… meeting Lady J*** in person stole my breath away. The party went well, i learned about new implements and was aloud to see what they felt like, It was decided that Lady J*** would be my protector until i had the Dominant for me….Well in April, it was obvious that i was not searching for another Dominant, i had my heart on Her and focused all my learning and serving to Her methods. April 11th at 10pm (i was on a bed schedule then from falling asleep at the computer) She called me and claimed me as Her own pet, i can still remember the feeling i had when She told me. i was the happiest girl alive. my training really had begun then with my monthly trips into the city, and each visit, each month under Her has been a change in myself as well as my life, some say we either change for the best or change for the worst, in my opinion these changes have been for the best. June 25, 2006 i was collared to Lady J****. Since then my growth has continued to happen as well as my training, people have come and gone in my life and with each one i remain stronger. As for that little girl so many years ago who felt so different from the world?…. well she’s stronger now, Though deep inside the heart is still that girl who is chosen last, but the strength that has grown, allows me to take each thing for the best, if i am chosen last, if i am the oddball… well i am proud of it, because unlike many who do not find their true path in life, i have found mine. i may not be perfect, and i may never be perfect; but i will try as hard as i can to obtain the level i need to be at in life. Keeling at the feet of Lady J**** is where i am meant to be, i have accepted the fact because i knew in my heat that it was right. Every day when i wake up i see a Woman who has changed, a woman that i am proud of. Falling into BDSM and submission has been one of the best things that i have done in my life beside my nursing and writing. To me this is a success story, and i only hope the other submissive’s who come to this lifestyle find the success that i have found, i hope they find the Domina that i have found, because it is a true blessing to kneel at a Dommes feet and look up into Their eyes, it is a blessing to think of the Dominant as a Goddess, and it is a blessing to even have the Dominant that i have in my life. BDSM is not just sex and play, it’s a commitment, it’s a journey that lasts for many years sometimes forever. Now that you know my success story, you know the girl i used to be and the woman that i am now. i have a few rules. Please be 21+ before Y/you add me, When Y/you add me i expect a letter of introduction, if it is not sent i will immediately decline the request. If Y/you are a Dome or Domme not associated with the house of Rapture, You will need my Lady’s permission to add, so if i receive a request from a Dominant i will bring it to my Lady’s attention for Her to decide. Do not ask me to be Y/your pet, the answer is no i am devoted to only One and Her name is Lady J****. No, i am not loaned out for others to play with. Please be respectful when Y/you write me…..Also, my punctuation and grammar are not perfect but i try and expect that Y/you do as well.. Do not use (r, u, k, y) in an e-mail with me, i will immediately delete it. Yes i am strict, my Lady has taught me that in being a woman that i take no crap from anyone and i stand by that….i think that is it for now. feel free to write me with any questions or concerns, and yes if my Lady chooses, She will see the e-mails written, for what is mine is Hers. Have a lovely day and i hope Y/you enjoyed my profile.

 

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